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INSANITY. A place to call my own notebook. A junkyard. Like to be anonymous and create freely. Just a random guy creating nothing much, just generic stuff. Below average artist. Am fragile.
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Vent, it's nothing important so don't bother :P

Posted by CubeBind - 2 days ago


The things I make are just a time waster (you already know that I'm just insane), so anything you do here is just you passing the time. So don't bother although can't force you to not read :p


[Cannot fit every emotions in one (yeah quite obvious just repeating myself)]


(mostly to get it out my chest, may repeat few/some/most/all emotions & thoughts, but it wouldn't be eating me up)


Honestly, I've been cautious... used to draw without a care, then slowly let myself be restrained by fears. So why not go all out (I'm fine no need to worry, not the only one with pain beside I manage, also mind and reality may show some similarities and/or differences.), SHOWING MY EMOTIONS AND THOUGHTS. I'M FULL OF INSANITY, SINFULLY, MIXED, AND TWISTED. EMOTIONS ISN'T JUST LIGHT AND DARK, IT'S HUES.TIME AND SPACE ARE VASTLY INFINITE. FRAGMENTS OF MEMORIES. BLINDED I SHALL FOR I AM DELUSIONAL. PURE FANTASY. FRAGMENTS. CAN'T YOU SEE THE IDEAS ARE PLENTIFUL. ALL THE SAME, ALL THE DIFFERENT. THE JOY OF CREATING ANYTHING. TO BECOME FREE I MUST TAKE BE CHAIN TO THE IDEA OF FREEDOM. MALICE DOESN'T CARE OTHER THAN INCREASE HARM. IT'S MORE FUN TO BE MEANINGLESS. I'M HOLLOW. ALL WANTED TO BE RIGHT. I'M INVALID. SO MUCH FUN MAKING SOMETHING THAT WILL NEVER COME TO BE SEEN. OBSCURITY. COME AT ME, SHOW YOUR MALICE AND SEE HOW FAR DOWN I GO THAHA! PARADOX, CHOAS, ORDER. ART IS AN EXPRESSION AND FANTASY. SOON EVERYTHING WILL TURN INTO DUST AND BECOME LOST TO FORGOTTEN. CAN'T YOU SEE THE VASTLY IDEAS OF EVERYTHING. JUST HAVE FUN. LIFE WILL NEVER GO THE WAY WE WANTED NOR OUT TO DESTROY US. I WANT TO BURN MORE. CANNOT KNOW EVERYTHING AND EVERY DETAILS, EVEN IF SOMEONE HAVE SEEN OR HEARD OF IT DOESN'T KNOW MANY DETAILS. REPETION, I'M INSANE, WE ALREADY KNOW SUCH THINGS. I KNOW NOTHING. AND now I desire... I would like to just create freely, even if it's... something... Just know it's for entertainment or just to exist to show meaning or a perspective that shouldn't be entitled to be used as an excuse (It's easy to tell when a person wants to be right). I'm distant to be isolated since I don't socialize and know I'm delusional with puppets. Everything I say isn't meant to be pity. Honestly, I'm a distent person. I don't worry about not being chatted because I would like to think their enjoying their life. In the end, I am a creature that makes nonsense out of emotions, thoughts, for the fun of it, or no apparent reason. Sure, you could say I may be depressed but I also have other emotions, so technically, I'm both fine and not, but that's life :p it's a paradox. Technically, not all my thoughts and feelings, but there are many fragments of it.


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Anyway, enjoy. :3 also I'm an idiot so expect very little of me.

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Also why you click here :P don't you know curiosity killed the cat and now it already killed another cat :< sad day for the cat and curiosity is still on the loose, so don't be curious next time.


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You shouldn't feel what you do or make a "time waster". Maybe you don't see the value of your work, but I encourage you to keep creating, don't let any fear stop you for what you can do. Do your thing, and be free to enjoy it. Your art, your world.

I don't normally engage in posts like these, but it pains me to see a fellow artist in a struggle. If you're feeling sad or conflicted, talk to someone, whether a friend or a therapist. Isolating yourself is gonna do more bad than good. Get well soon.

Thanks for your kindness. I am aware of what I'm doing and just need to breathe, and stuff always depends on the point of view. So don't worry, honestly. I also fear that what I do will worry people, which is valid. I am stubborn, and so are the emotions of self support, so don't fret. Even if I'm in deep depths of darkness, I just yell at the void and soothing myself. I like to yell at the void for fun or to release some negative.

Thanks for your positive vibe. Did kinda forget not everything is mostly negative. I do have questionable values. No worries, I like creating and valuing them as entertaining or something. I do try to convince others that it's not worthy, but rest assured, I am fine. Hopefully I said things clearly and their isn't any misunderstanding this time (I think).

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Anyway enjoy your life too. Your positive vibe did help me in a way. I mostly like to yell at the void.
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