I know nothing, just bias assumptions. I've gone too deep, twisted mind I have. It's not deep, just the depths of my mind. Though this is nothing.

I fear many things, yet I would like to show. Still fear to show, but honestly, I might as well deal with consequences.

The space is vast, and time is infinite. Any ideas or creations of mine are nothing new. Though I'm not here to invalidate your original stuff, it's to invalidate my own stuff.

I know I'm not the only one with similar ideas, yet I can't able to know every origin. Sometimes, I want to know every single thing about who made it or the idea first. Twisted into chains, locked up by ownership. It's impossible for a human to gain knowledge of everything with clear details since time and space are vast and infinite. If credit is something you seek, then you must know the depths of it. Time and space. You can not have bias to validate claims. Because it's popular doesn't mean every time and space will know. Sure, some may know that can be true and false.

Honestly, I feel like creating freely without the twisted chains of credit. Claiming I have no ownership means I can create anything and not worry about crediting me. Although identity is needed, vagueness is flexible. Identify a vague form that can be many is something. Not the first that for sure. Quite prideful if I dare think I was the first. It's a type of pride I would rather not have. Though I'm still human, the 7 sins have many forms.

I'm glad to have some parts out... Though this is just out of fear and worry. In the end, make it as you will. Besides, this is for me to get it over with fear of others. May cause me to be heartless. My heart of mine is for you to not worry about me and enjoy your life. I guilt trip myself in a twisted way, many twist and blank. A content paradox, so you mustn't worry. Though that was prideful of me assuming you're worrying.

Life is fine with this in mind. Enjoy this nonsense. This may be a vent. Though I don't see it that way... it is strong emotions... but I also see it to be thoughts... I don't have personalities. Perhaps it's strong emotions and thoughts, yet lacking of it also. I'll figure it out. Still a mess, though a bit organized... or am I delivering myself.

To simply put: Insanity

Though their are others that can claim that title way better and best suited for a good example. You mustn't waste time on me although too late for that. Was it entertaining or just bland. I assumed the many answers, so it's best not to waste more time on responding, just a recommendation since I don't control your actions yet able to influence if you let it. This is a time waster, though the same goes with my other stuff. I'll assume, and this will be the only one with the tag time waster.

I do like to be anonymous and create freely into the abyss. Though, some identification is alright depending on the depths and situation. A sneaky reference, details of origin, name of reference, something vague, every single detail, natural action, identity of creations/works/engine/ideas/inspiration/melody/etc..., ect...

I don't like conflict, but in a twisted way, I do. Mostly, a twisted joy is letting others win while having no clue of their being a hypocrite, become prideful, and/or other gains. It is so funny to have a situation where I'm suffering while others cause ignorant harm, and I laugh. A type of malice to harm one's self to have a chance to grow someone's harmful attitude. Though another malice of mine is a defensive one. Or other emotional response.

Whatever happens, happens. Meaningless meaningful. Like the lost notebooks, anything can be forgotten... well in this case it's a stretch since I remember oddly enough depending on weird factors. Well in physical form it's gone.

That's it, could've done better. Feels right to end this long ass text.

Testing and imagining how this idea work. Perhaps there's another way to do it better.

How foolish of me. So what I became rustic. Even if the ability to make is rusting or/and etc... . Just create for fun.

Sure, I'd like to be hidden. Tho should credit stuff in a way that's not too much (info dumping, heavy advertising, etc...) . Although crediting certain things will be viewed more likely, there will always be a chance of gaining an audience that shouldn't be here. And crediting can be complex... like people changing names, the ones that's lost in time, etc..

I'm used to things not going my way, and it's normal. Lost notebook of drawings. So if I go poof that's unfortunate.

Insanity. Man, people are so creative ( it doesn't matter if it looks generic. I still see it becoming many things and envy you one way or another). My stuff is just so generic (someone had the same idea even if it's unknown, lost, not been seen, past, present, future, etc...).

Many thoughts... It feels like repetition in a way yet different.

Welp, things happen. And enjoy... just don't distract or push away yourself, which is myself. Progress takes many forms, which one it'll be and become.

Confuse yet so clear. Let's see where it'll go. Could've talked to myself in my mind, but this time, I felt like posting it. like a small stool. Life is many. There are similarities and differences. Yes, I'm just insane just repeating somethings people already know or too busy focusing on their own important thoughts/stuff.

It's very odd that the game I like I mostly play a few, then return playing for a bit inevitable be gone. Games like:

Techno Strike

Pokemon Duel

Dawn of Steel

Battle Bears

[Forgotten Puzzle Game about Space and Robots]

Robokill

[Weird shadow cat game where rotating will change gravity in a maze like puzzle]

Asphalt 6

[Mario, but it's robot themed]

Call of Mini infinity

Evil Factory

Spy mouse

[Very old game that was like monster legends first experience with that type of genre]

[A weird tower defense game about robotic monsters?]

Ect...

There are some difficult to obtain or inactive. I oddly know them with experience, but the names just blank... bad at remembering name, I guess it got taken over by remembering ideas/concepts of things. Random ramblings of mines. Yeah, most are mobile games few are console games that wasn't named here.

Basically, I may post stuff in blogs that could be a stretch but unsure, so I might as well see. I'm mostly trying out stuff.

Made a Pokemon Duel board in Minecraft

-Credits-

Concept:

Pokemon Duel - Board [A Shutdown Game]

Engine/Application:

Minecraft [Game]

Just testing out stuff

I'm an Insane dumbass, doing fine in this forsaken realm. Gonna be thinking about Deserts & Eagles. Will I draw a Desert Eagle. Will the Eagle draw a Deagle and shoot me while we're in the Desert. Will this scuffed drawing do anything? Who know.

I've used to draw for fun. I just enjoyed creating random stuff. Sooner, I've been filled with negativity & became afraid & unmotivated.

I used to not care about someone having the same idea because to me, if that happened, it would be so cool. Now I just fear because whatever I think of stuff I just feel demotivated like someone or something already thought of that past, present, future, thoese that had it but never seen by anyone, ect...

Sometimes, I create stuff out of thin air. I'm aware you already know that ideas can be made by anything, the textures of anything, the particles, the grassy field & extra more with the wind blowing on the grass, the clouds, anything really even the same spot can have many stuff to create.

Examples:

You already got an idea that these few aren't like the whole span of the many possible ideas.

Even when I'm filled with negativity, there is something that always holds me by a thread... the one that likes creating stuff for fun, acceptance, and comfort... a part of me that I feel like it's wasted on me & should've chosen someone else than me... yet still hold on to me...

I distracted myself to avoid the negativity... soon, I avoid social media because it is getting worse, & mostly subject myself to certain things that aren't giving off negative vibes then... the mind... looking back, my was was mature... well, not me. I fell back when I pushed back myself.

I've let myself be consumed by fear & etc...

This was an unorganized mess. And this is nothing. So, no worries. I'm just expressing myself... can be a nightmare to deal with, hence why it's a hazardous place. I overthink many things... hopefully, the title isn't... nah, you know curiosity made the cat go into a deep slumber... but by now, you've already gotten curious... man, why did you put the cat to sleep. Honestly, I'm unsure this is dark. However, I like to make it positive, just I feel it's needed & also not to make people worried about me. That's life. The amalgamation of many things. I know nothing, that's pretty much, is it.

Enjoy your life however you can. You didn't need to waste your time here. But it's rude of me to try to invalidate your empathy towards me. So thanks for reading. And treat yourself like a caring friend when things get rough to handle.